Dreams

I feel guilty for neglecting my writing.. but I've been so consumed in my own thoughts lately, I haven't been able to express exactly how I've been feeling. The other day I had a dream that I was walking up a winding staircase. As I'm taking my steps up, I have no idea where I'm trying to go. My only objective was to get to the top. Once I finally get there, I see a window with light reflecting in but I realize that I had gone too far because the party was actually a few steps below. Without second guessing myself, I stepped down and joined the conversation that this group of guys were having. They were strangers, but I can sense that they had a good connection with each other and so I asked if I can hang out with them since I worked so hard to get up there. They invited me into their party and then it got super intense and personal so I wont go there (Lets just say I had the time of my life)..but usually right after I wake up from a dream I go onto dreammoods.com and decode what the hell my dysfunctional brain is trying to tell me. I had dismissed this one because I wasn't exactly sure what I was looking for.. but now I do. This is what it said

Stairs

To dream that you are walking up a flight of stairs, indicates that you are achieving a higher level of understanding. You are making progress into your spiritual/emotional/material journey. It also represents material and thoughts that are coming to the surface.

I guess what I realized today is that no matter where I go... it doesn't mean much if there isn't anyone to share that experience with. Although the light was super bright and attracting...there was no one up there. It was lonely at the top