Being Present

I'm at pretty good time in my life right now, where things are coming together and I'm getting a better sense of who I've chosen to be...But somehow I still allow people from my past to dictate the state that I'm in. For the first time in over a year and a half, I finally got an apology from someone who I thought would never see the light of day. There was that voice inside of me that said...Sandy he's sorry! He finally realizes he took you for granted…try it again! It was suppose to be right, it can be right. But you know what I did instead...I let a tear drop before I wiped my cheeks, and I said to him, "It’s all good. We live and we learn, thanks for acknowledging it though."
Of course apart of me still wants it to be right, but left is working for me right now...and that's always OK.